Posted by Anonymous on 2014/09/29 under Uncategorized I hate my father. I hate my father. He is a stupid f**kimg price of sh*t. He shouldn’t treat me like garbage. He resents me so much. He is exactly like his father. He thinks because I’m younger that I need him and he can mistreat me however he wants. I don’t need him. I don’t even want to be around him. He sickens me in every disgusting thing he does. He acts like a child and treats me an my mother like sh*t. All he does is pay the rent. He thinks we should worship him for it. I don’t. I am not some desparate immigrant wife. I thought it was a gift from the kindness in his heart but there Is no kindness in his heart. The way he talks to me shows it. There is a blow to my self esteem every time he demeans me and puts me down. He says he’ll let me live at home while I go to college. By that’s just so he feels like he’s succeeded where his father failed with him. I don’t live here because he loves me. By the way he talks down to me and my mom all the time, he hates me. An I don’t want to be here anymore. I’m tired of being pushed around by a fat drunk. This is not right. It was done to my sister too. She was mistreated. She was told she was nothing because she didn’t pay rent ( after they told her she didn’t have to pay). She and her opinions were of no value. F*ck you! You don’t do s***! But I am a person. My ideas are of value and no one especially my own family should be treating me this way. He lied to me when he said he’d support me. All he does is drag me down. I should have seen this coming. I should have done something while I could. I need to get out of here. Nobody knows who they really are.